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Just another selfish teenager with internet access and a lack of courage.
This is just a place for me to speak my mind.

"Most people think happiness is about gaining something, but it’s not. It’s all about getting rid of the darkness you accumulate."

- Carolyn Crane (via sweetpeapath)

theroyaltenenbears:

MargotWhy’d you do it? Because of me? 
Richie: Yeah, but it’s not your fault. 
Margot: You’re not going to do it again, are you? 
Richie: I doubt it. 

“Whenever I look back on the best days of my life,
I think I saw them on the TV.
I am so homesick now, for someone I never knew,
I am so homesick now, for some place I will never be.

Time won’t let me go,
Time won’t let me go.

If I could do it all again, I’d go back and change everything,
But time won’t let me go.”

SUNDAY 28 APRIL 2013

It’s too easy to get caught up.
It happened to me.
It’s a trap.

Why leave your bed
when your loneliness is there to keep you company?

Eat a lot, don’t eat at all.
Doesn’t matter.
Bathe in the dissatisfaction,
lie to yourself, “it’s never going to get better”.

Shut out the voices
of everyone you need to listen to.

I found my way out of the trap,
and I’m still finding my way.
But I’m always seeing other people
slip into it just like I did.

What can I do?
You can’t save everyone from themselves,
and we all need to learn our own lessons.

What I know is this:

  1. I can look at my friends and family
    and think to myself “this is all I need”.
  2. I can stare into the mirror, 
    at my chubby body and my plain features 
    and I can still love myself.
  3. I figured out how to make things worthwhile 
    when I thought they never could be
    and I feel sorry for anyone who can’t see things
    the way I do.
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